<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111</id><updated>2011-04-22T09:05:18.673+08:00</updated><category term='surreal'/><category term='a precious dream of me and you'/><category term='workaholic'/><category term='a new chapter'/><category term='nightingale&apos;s melody'/><category term='changes for the better'/><category term='lonelyyyyyy'/><category term='when it hurt too much.'/><category term='more than worlds apart'/><category term='30th July 2007'/><category term='frustrated'/><category term='&apos;&apos;and even the heaven shall tremble...&apos;&apos; Diablo 3'/><category term='Avril Lavigne - Holding On'/><category term='keep holding on.'/><category term='never meant to hurt anyone.'/><category term='moments in life'/><category term='my friend'/><category term='come again another day'/><category term='i&apos;m trying to convince myself that all between us had never started...'/><category term='the opening speech'/><category term='kill me'/><category term='北极星的眼泪是说不出的伤悲'/><category term='goodbye'/><category term='rain rain~ come again'/><category term='disappointed'/><category term='boringgggggg lifeeee T.T'/><category term='short-lived dreams'/><category term='Loveless'/><category term='yearnings'/><category term='hopes and miracles to happen'/><category term='i&apos;m still trying..'/><category term='return lies within hasty keys'/><category term='两情若是长久时， 又岂在朝朝暮暮'/><category term='off to Batam for work'/><category term='lalalala'/><category term='batam again'/><category term='Yui for Amane Kaoru'/><category term='tomfoolery..'/><category term='Impossible is nothing'/><title type='text'>x-*Infusing.Violet.Yearnings*-x</title><subtitle type='html'></subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><link rel='next' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default?start-index=101&amp;max-results=100'/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>303</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-249723108847134889</id><published>2008-11-30T11:43:00.004+08:00</published><updated>2008-11-30T12:10:06.966+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>another roller coaster week,what people said its truesrsly it jus doesnt pay offcuz in the end, ur jus gonna get screwed even moreby people who is seemingly oblivious to their retarded actspeople that i asked myself why are they what they are now?den i starts to qns the selection process, criteria etc etcand goes down the list.but i realize, the problem is with the whole fucking organisation </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/249723108847134889'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/249723108847134889'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2008_11_01_archive.html#249723108847134889' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-3973922872372991617</id><published>2008-11-11T16:59:00.004+08:00</published><updated>2008-11-11T17:21:38.205+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>New Photos! ^^slightly overexpose, but i think it gives a nice feel to the foto.this foto actually should be horizontal but don't know why become like thatblurry but i like the feel to it. Model is my sister: Jing Fang ^^the melancholy behind the laughter</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/3973922872372991617'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/3973922872372991617'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2008_11_01_archive.html#3973922872372991617' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_4HRIoDq7ES4/SRlLxmbnDCI/AAAAAAAAAC8/_DMvXYvvSII/s72-c/IMG_1163.JPG' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-3453320903062116690</id><published>2008-11-11T16:15:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2008-11-11T16:29:49.290+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>faints!i realise all my stuff have this bad habit of gng kaboom altogethermy psp, speaker, earphones , laptop etcetcall at the same time!!!! zzzit will srsly cost me a bomb replacing all the itemslucky i got my uncle to fix my psp and i fix the speaker myself. but the earphones and laptop... zzzlaptop is ok cuz i dun use it anymore, my bro does. hahah! was on a long wkend this week cuz i had </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/3453320903062116690'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/3453320903062116690'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2008_11_01_archive.html#3453320903062116690' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-1664690136669368357</id><published>2008-09-20T23:34:00.003+08:00</published><updated>2008-09-20T23:55:27.182+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='boringgggggg lifeeee T.T'/><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>hurhur~ i realize i've been keeping alot to myself nowadays though i'm not quite sure of the reason why? people say that i've becoming quite weird.it's because they don't understand me.i initially thought that it's because that i'm becoming authistic. but now i tink maybe it's because those who i used to talk alot to,were leaving me, too busy with their life or not talking to me for some reason. </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/1664690136669368357'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/1664690136669368357'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2008_09_01_archive.html#1664690136669368357' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-7662091980552136653</id><published>2008-06-29T20:35:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2008-06-29T20:58:20.668+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='&apos;&apos;and even the heaven shall tremble...&apos;&apos; Diablo 3'/><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>weeet!the whole freaking course is about to come to an end! XDnow thinking back, this 3 months had really come a long way.the physical &amp; mental torment that i have been through...*shudders*now i'm finally at the end of the tunnelbut i have yet to see the light of it.hmmm. lets see how things go.arghs! and i'm quite surprise at myself.i've been staying at home this few weekends like a 宅男. T.Ti </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/7662091980552136653'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/7662091980552136653'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2008_06_01_archive.html#7662091980552136653' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-1306165450841302827</id><published>2008-06-22T11:56:00.004+08:00</published><updated>2008-06-22T17:31:35.045+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Loveless'/><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>just finished playing the game Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Coreduring my confinement yesterday.god, i must say Square Enix is really good at making great storiesthat makes people wanting to cry like a baby. &gt;.&lt;it's even more amazing that they have this idea of slowly bringingthe death of Zack into the last few battle encounterswhere the battle controls became sluggish and flashbackof various </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/1306165450841302827'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/1306165450841302827'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2008_06_01_archive.html#1306165450841302827' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-2612928753521290021</id><published>2008-05-31T22:10:00.008+08:00</published><updated>2008-05-31T23:39:24.433+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='moments in life'/><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>hoho. these few weeks been too tired to blog. T.Talmost become like 1 month blog 1 time le. &gt;.&lt;hurhur. i have served ns in chongpang camp for 2 mthsand finally, im at the last stage of the course already.1 month is all that's left, but ironically, this is going to be longest 1 month i'm ever going to experience. XDi'm think im quite lucky that to be posted to this unitcause i feel that the ppl </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/2612928753521290021'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/2612928753521290021'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2008_05_01_archive.html#2612928753521290021' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://bp1.blogger.com/_4HRIoDq7ES4/SEFn22x_WhI/AAAAAAAAABM/VoYdO18rY-M/s72-c/IMG_1004.JPG' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-6558867623673973567</id><published>2008-05-09T21:07:00.003+08:00</published><updated>2008-05-09T21:19:03.231+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>arGH~!! came back from camp,and the first thing i saw on the computer deskwas a letter of application for a 5-room HDB Flat.and the name belongs to none other than my bro.XDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDT.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.Tthis was the dual kind of feeling i get at that split second.happy as im finally gonna have the room ALL BY MYSELF!!!!huUUURAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYy</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/6558867623673973567'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/6558867623673973567'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2008_05_01_archive.html#6558867623673973567' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-8102206731501619668</id><published>2008-05-04T11:07:00.005+08:00</published><updated>2008-05-04T13:57:09.815+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='tomfoolery..'/><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>Word of the Day:tomfoolerywoke up at 7.44am this morning.the first thing that came to my mind is thaths shldve left singapore already. &gt;.&lt; and cfm is slping on the plane now. XD20+hours of flight.... holy! is canada really that far? a picture paints a thousand words.the red box is canada and the pathetic green circle is singapore.its really FAR apart. T.T sigH! such a pity that i'm able to send </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/8102206731501619668'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/8102206731501619668'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2008_05_01_archive.html#8102206731501619668' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://bp0.blogger.com/_4HRIoDq7ES4/SB0vKKNhPkI/AAAAAAAAAAk/A2pUMtYLae0/s72-c/World-Map-1200.gif' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-5545721116598959530</id><published>2008-05-03T21:00:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2008-05-03T21:04:31.884+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='surreal'/><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>Taken during my scuba diving trip in Dayang.Still quite noob in photography. hmm..</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/5545721116598959530'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/5545721116598959530'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2008_05_01_archive.html#5545721116598959530' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://bp3.blogger.com/_4HRIoDq7ES4/SBxieKNhPhI/AAAAAAAAAAM/jLgAuQlkObw/s72-c/IMG_0639.JPG' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-6624319529201885914</id><published>2008-05-03T19:37:00.003+08:00</published><updated>2008-05-03T20:10:56.309+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='the opening speech'/><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>tatata! decided to reopen my blog!it has been collecting dust since i was enlisted into army! T.Ttot i wouldn't have time to maintain itbut due to the fact that i'm drawing a pathetic income of only 400/mthmeans that i wouldnt have much cash to spend on during weekends.and had to be a 宅男 for the rest of my days in NS!such a loser right?! XDhaha! but that's not only reason.the primary reason is </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/6624319529201885914'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/6624319529201885914'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2008_05_01_archive.html#6624319529201885914' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-5538228854630512590</id><published>2008-02-22T21:18:00.003+08:00</published><updated>2008-02-22T21:37:40.296+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>残忍的不是你残忍的是我一次又一次所带给你的伤害与失望破碎的承诺与信任没有再值得去相信的理由破碎的心更没有修复的价值这一切都是我咎由自取</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/5538228854630512590'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/5538228854630512590'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2008_02_01_archive.html#5538228854630512590' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-7526138683173248966</id><published>2007-11-15T23:43:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-11-15T23:47:04.773+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='两情若是长久时， 又岂在朝朝暮暮'/><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>有一天。。。鱼对水说: 你看不见我的眼泪， 因为我活在水中水却对鱼说: 但我可以看见你的悲伤， 因为你一直都活在我心里</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/7526138683173248966'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/7526138683173248966'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2007_11_01_archive.html#7526138683173248966' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-3168820566453389977</id><published>2007-11-13T15:43:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-11-13T15:51:22.367+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>除了默默地想你我已不知道自己还能做些什么来平复自己的心情回头看着自己所犯下的过错心中的罪恶感此起彼伏</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/3168820566453389977'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/3168820566453389977'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2007_11_01_archive.html#3168820566453389977' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-5355823495514355922</id><published>2007-09-29T21:48:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-09-29T22:01:41.363+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='北极星的眼泪是说不出的伤悲'/><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>今天超越了昨天,而今天又将被明天覆盖,我们没有选择，只能继续坚持下去。</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/5355823495514355922'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/5355823495514355922'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2007_09_01_archive.html#5355823495514355922' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-3573092336896333976</id><published>2007-09-29T09:52:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-09-29T09:55:23.160+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>quite disappointed with myself over somethings....arghsopportunity is placed right before my eyesand i screw it out, missed it destroy it. haiz. T.Talso keep coming late for work these 3 daysthink my evaluation cfm drop de.really too bloody tired le.... &gt;.&lt;sigh. falling down from where u climbed to really is painful</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/3573092336896333976'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/3573092336896333976'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2007_09_01_archive.html#3573092336896333976' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-1015191089812773778</id><published>2007-09-20T23:07:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-09-21T12:49:50.231+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='batam again'/><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>holy shitjus blog and then i'm going to be posted to batam again.seriouslyduno is sway or luckyyy</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/1015191089812773778'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/1015191089812773778'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2007_09_01_archive.html#1015191089812773778' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-6080303410196652206</id><published>2007-09-19T14:48:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-09-19T15:22:19.382+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='lalalala'/><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>it's been long since i last posted an entry properly right? &gt;.&lt;getting like super emo nowadaysbut finally i'm able to get myself up and back on track.seen and learn alot of things.probably the hard way.even left the office in a huff when idiots try to get in my way that sorta thingluckily i was able to escape scott free somehow.but still i think it will affected my evaluation to a certain </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/6080303410196652206'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/6080303410196652206'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2007_09_01_archive.html#6080303410196652206' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-5974360809740656621</id><published>2007-09-13T00:52:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-09-13T00:55:55.758+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>我知道你我之间的距离越来越遥远可是我却无能为力。。你说的对一开始这根本不会有任何结果一切都是我咎由自取</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/5974360809740656621'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/5974360809740656621'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2007_09_01_archive.html#5974360809740656621' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-1806204851582360790</id><published>2007-09-12T09:44:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-09-12T09:51:14.234+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>i just realise that alot of ppl at work today,can't differentiate between work and personal matters,let alone handling them.its just so frustrating and idioticthat you can give so many fucking reason to say that you cant do this cant do that.when all you need is one reason that you should do it.i don't see the point in just coming to workand merrying the time away while u know the deadline is jus</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/1806204851582360790'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/1806204851582360790'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2007_09_01_archive.html#1806204851582360790' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-7770552587587272635</id><published>2007-09-02T11:22:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-09-02T12:02:15.926+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='off to Batam for work'/><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>hurhur!omg this is a week of surprises!first am going to sent to Batam tml for a week soon for work on monday!!!and second i JUST! (like one min ago) received a msg from jiajin sayingthat his baby boy has finally arrive to planet earth!!!!!let's hope for more surprises to come.if only you knew, that at this moment,how badly i wanted to share all my feelings, emotions and happiness with you only..</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/7770552587587272635'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/7770552587587272635'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2007_09_01_archive.html#7770552587587272635' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-6829004739325173240</id><published>2007-08-23T09:23:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-08-23T10:52:47.876+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>我只知道自己的感觉是再真实不过了</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/6829004739325173240'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/6829004739325173240'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2007_08_01_archive.html#6829004739325173240' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-3625512571303725840</id><published>2007-08-22T20:59:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-08-22T21:12:26.336+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='never meant to hurt anyone.'/><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>arghhhhH!was grounded at home. T.Twas made to stay at home so as to not spread the virus around in the office!super ultra sians!!!!am getting further and further away from my 2.5k salary limit. T.Tbeing absent today means i have to clock in 6 more hrsand nxt week medical review on wed is going to take up the whole morningwhich means another 3 hrs.6 + 3 + 11 = 20hrs!need to clock in at least 20hrs</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/3625512571303725840'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/3625512571303725840'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2007_08_01_archive.html#3625512571303725840' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-6624323088211120820</id><published>2007-08-20T13:08:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-08-20T13:16:07.138+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='more than worlds apart'/><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>knowing that we are under the same skywatching the same fireworksis both consoling and painfulmaybe it just shows that it's meant to be for us to go in parallel ways.</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/6624323088211120820'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/6624323088211120820'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2007_08_01_archive.html#6624323088211120820' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-8266113845475169421</id><published>2007-08-17T21:37:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-08-18T13:51:56.002+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='short-lived dreams'/><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>watched a fireworks performance at my office today, Suntec City Tower 2, 33 storeyit is the first time that i can comfortably watch the fireworkswithout having to sweat and squeeze with blangas!and needless to say...the fireworks is of international level!!!and singapore's national day fireworks is nth in compare to it!it's a super marvellous performance indeed!nxt time i doubt i will really </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/8266113845475169421'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/8266113845475169421'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2007_08_01_archive.html#8266113845475169421' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-6218602569760929917</id><published>2007-08-07T22:49:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2007-08-07T23:08:20.547+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>人其实单纯一点会比较好我真的很想放下所有的回忆。太过沉重让我不知如何再走下去不知到一切是否可以重来难道我只会在遇到挫折时才能更认清对你的思念?</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/6218602569760929917'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/6218602569760929917'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2007_08_01_archive.html#6218602569760929917' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-8590919003555672090</id><published>2007-08-05T23:55:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-08-06T00:04:30.577+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='return lies within hasty keys'/><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>watched secrets ytd~it was a great showglad that i manage to catch the sneaks.jay have proven himself to be a genius. XD</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/8590919003555672090'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/8590919003555672090'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2007_08_01_archive.html#8590919003555672090' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-6496989940412367795</id><published>2007-08-03T23:58:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-08-04T00:15:22.958+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='yearnings'/><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>extreme fatigue!I'M DYING FROM LACK OF SLEEP!arghs! thats why i seldom blogged nowadaysunless there's a popular demand forcing me to. T.Tthe stupid heater is starting up so slowreally wanna destroy it and buy a new oneif not always have to wait before can enjoya nice hot bath after work. T.Tcatched transformers on wednesday!finally i realise my wish andi nv regret watching the show on big screen!</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/6496989940412367795'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/6496989940412367795'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2007_08_01_archive.html#6496989940412367795' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-3091678681448820971</id><published>2007-07-31T01:29:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-31T01:44:33.660+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='30th July 2007'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Impossible is nothing'/><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>arghs!! i'm super super super freaking tiredbut i still have to blog tonightcause i promised to blog tonightand even if i fainted at this instance i still have to blog! &gt;.&lt;had a really hectic week,it was 3 bdaes and one sending off ceremony!first is pretty serene's 20th bdae~follow by my collegue bdaeand then it was hs's advance bdae celebration.i already spent more than like 200+ dollars within </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/3091678681448820971'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/3091678681448820971'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2007_07_01_archive.html#3091678681448820971' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-1818567041490751748</id><published>2007-07-24T01:05:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-24T01:21:43.333+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='workaholic'/><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>!!!! today is another painful and slow day at work.was stuck in the filing and searching of invoices for over 2weeksand yet not much progression can be seenARGHSSSSSSSSSSS!i'm so frustrated to step into office every morningand see the same old pile of invoices calling out to me.been thinking and cracking my head everydayto perhaps invent a new filing system for them.however it seems like there's </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/1818567041490751748'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/1818567041490751748'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2007_07_01_archive.html#1818567041490751748' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-2604208823669354349</id><published>2007-07-22T00:32:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-22T00:49:20.395+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>today's huishan last day at workwhich means that my amulet at work is lost. T.Tno more late comingsand listening to music at work. =)it's a freaking tired weekhardly had any rest at all.i need my vitamins and my exercise!no more late night-out for me. &gt;.&lt;just had this thought,maybe its better that it all had never startedcause i could've screw up alot worst than it can be now.sighhhh</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/2604208823669354349'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/2604208823669354349'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2007_07_01_archive.html#2604208823669354349' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-2851887358585293866</id><published>2007-07-20T00:22:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-20T00:39:17.538+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='a precious dream of me and you'/><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>today morning wake up at about 6am for work,while waiting for the heater to warmup.i went back to slpand had a really sweet dream despite the fact im late for work. =)it's a dream that could only happen in DREAMs..but even so,its enough to make my dayand keep me going ahead for more challenges.</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/2851887358585293866'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/2851887358585293866'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2007_07_01_archive.html#2851887358585293866' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-3455903484142564162</id><published>2007-07-16T00:47:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-16T00:54:56.551+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='lonelyyyyyy'/><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>weeeet!long time din update. T.Ti shld have update consistantly.hais. now alot of things gng on in my mind but i duno which to start firstfirst i have the m'sia tripand my new workplace at suntec city. &gt;.&lt;but nvm its getting late i shld jus concentrate on the post today.it was kinda like a bad daymy stupid bro caused me to be late today andget me into trouble by reaching the workplace 20mins </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/3455903484142564162'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/3455903484142564162'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2007_07_01_archive.html#3455903484142564162' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-2440510218743382418</id><published>2007-07-08T22:59:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-08T23:06:15.877+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='rain rain~ come again'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='come again another day'/><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>rain! rain! RAIN!i'm excited and happy!whenever the sky is raining cats and dogs!!! ^^i love rain, BIG RAIN! or downpour whateva you call it.too bad tml's work and i couldnt stand in the big rain,enjoying the feeling of raindrops beating down your face. T.Tit was almost 4-5 years since i experienced it?arghs!!!though the rain haven start fallingbut i know its going to be big,even if i cant stand </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/2440510218743382418'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/2440510218743382418'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2007_07_01_archive.html#2440510218743382418' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-6540164995654159347</id><published>2007-07-08T05:30:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-08T05:42:47.592+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='i&apos;m trying to convince myself that all between us had never started...'/><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>had a hell of a night todaythe first gathering and the last gatheringof the 13th Angkaus.finally all was presentlaughters, smiles, sorrows and angerfilled the starry nightswhere the stars, of years ago witness the blossoming of a bonda friendship, a tie that binds the lives of 13 different persons togethermuch still awaits aheadmore test and more obstacles to be crossed overmay the stars still </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/6540164995654159347'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/6540164995654159347'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2007_07_01_archive.html#6540164995654159347' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-2778085645009256720</id><published>2007-07-07T13:19:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-07T13:23:48.803+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='i&apos;m still trying..'/><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>no matter how hard i try to keep myself busy and happy,the feeling of emptiness still pile upand never seem to go away.maybe without you by my sideall of these things that seem to be a blessing for others,is not meant for me to have.</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/2778085645009256720'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/2778085645009256720'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2007_07_01_archive.html#2778085645009256720' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-7928627809911597369</id><published>2007-06-24T17:38:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-06-24T17:51:12.723+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='kill me'/><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>if only regrets could bring back time that are lost,mend promises that are brokenand undone damagesi don't mind living a few decades lesser.</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/7928627809911597369'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/7928627809911597369'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2007_06_01_archive.html#7928627809911597369' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-5790326473279340754</id><published>2007-06-22T01:47:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-06-22T01:59:47.684+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>had drinks with hamster, jeff, yihong and jason just nowit was fun though its jus a 2 hours of guessing games, 20pc nuggets and craphamster is still as weak as always. loser &gt;.&lt;too bad it was work 7-7pm tml. zzz nvm. T_Twatched Surf's Up on wednesday after workactually thought that i'm suppose to work till nightbut i was too bored at work to continue that dayso i sneaked off when everyone went </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/5790326473279340754'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/5790326473279340754'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2007_06_01_archive.html#5790326473279340754' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-7252483714659153621</id><published>2007-06-18T15:03:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-06-18T15:40:08.275+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>Saturday, June 16, 2007super tiring day as i worked for more thanlike 15hrs straight in a day? XDbut it was somehow a good experience for melearnt how to open wines and pour wines correctly! ^^and ah! i manage to open around 5 bottles of champagne withoutskyrocketing the cork towards the banquet hall. XDit was quite easy but somehow require abit of strengthif you wan to do it in a more elegant </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/7252483714659153621'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/7252483714659153621'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2007_06_01_archive.html#7252483714659153621' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-7518011612180070810</id><published>2007-06-14T23:34:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-06-14T23:48:48.858+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>internet connection have reached to a pointwhere its farking slow and laggingfeeling so pek chek over itarghs!why issit that after you have feel better andwant to go back to the pastyou discover that things aint the same anymore andperhaps its useless even when you put in effort to savage iti guess in the end it boils downto being consistent in life bah.my inconsistent nature would onlylands me </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/7518011612180070810'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/7518011612180070810'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2007_06_01_archive.html#7518011612180070810' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-5831241917015375199</id><published>2007-06-14T01:00:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-06-14T01:14:13.041+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>wooooooooojust came back from jogging. T.Tdamn tiredjog for like 20mins lidat,ya its 20 mins onlyi have grown weaker than i tothave to keep running to keep myself fitand get into shape before i go army! &gt;.&lt;but earlier in the day ate quite alotalready said dont want to eat so much lein the end today have a bbq functionSATAY, CRAYFISH &amp; DRUNKEN PRAWN!!!i succumb to the temptation and ate somedrank </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/5831241917015375199'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/5831241917015375199'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2007_06_01_archive.html#5831241917015375199' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-5246017368712098370</id><published>2007-06-12T18:00:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-06-14T00:57:32.425+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='a new chapter'/><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>i just want to discard the unhappy memoriesand keep those dear to mewhile i move on to embrace a new future!</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/5246017368712098370'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/5246017368712098370'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2007_06_01_archive.html#5246017368712098370' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-4730443069385127009</id><published>2007-05-28T11:45:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-05-28T11:53:45.952+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>trapped between the past and the presenti dont seem to recognise myself anymore,torned.</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/4730443069385127009'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/4730443069385127009'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2007_05_01_archive.html#4730443069385127009' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-1809382412793154854</id><published>2007-05-05T02:31:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-05-05T02:42:56.060+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>its kinda funny that nowi dont really wish to board to plane and go off to hongkong.the thought of not being able to do my last duty as a grandsonhurts and bring my heart down terribly.it's really heavybut i know things couldn't be helped.sigh.this is a farking bad year for me.what's even more funy is thatat this instance i could really find no one to talked to,those ppl who were dere for me in </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/1809382412793154854'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/1809382412793154854'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2007_05_01_archive.html#1809382412793154854' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-5266699785596437044</id><published>2007-03-19T13:18:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-03-19T13:25:53.111+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='hopes and miracles to happen'/><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>i shouldn't have gave you up,not once but twice.i shouldnt have hurt you,not once but twice.if only i could really understand what ckand what you have been telling me in the pastmaybe things wont come to this stageand i wont have to feel so empty now.why only when things came to such a stagewill i realise my mistakesand came to know thatperhaps it was too late.i knew the damage has been done,</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/5266699785596437044'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/5266699785596437044'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2007_03_01_archive.html#5266699785596437044' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-919318939380601409</id><published>2007-03-18T13:40:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-03-18T14:02:01.834+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='keep holding on.'/><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>bwah!ytd almost short $200 !when i said almost it's reallyALMOST!its like i have signed my docket,signed the shortage formphotocopy 2 side, cc to boss.. etc etc (if anyone watched Just Follow Law)just waiting for cab to arrived before i gothen suddenly i decided to recount my credit card slips againi just thought i'm doing myself a last favour by recounting againbefore i wasted half of my week </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/919318939380601409'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/919318939380601409'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2007_03_01_archive.html#919318939380601409' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-8409139281093614849</id><published>2007-03-14T02:35:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-03-14T02:39:30.588+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='nightingale&apos;s melody'/><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>arghs! 13.5 hours today at Cathay!faintsss!shortage $3 dollarstotally no link.will be working 11 hours for more than 4 days this weeki don't know how am i going to survive it.wonder if i have the strength to exercise?crappp. i'm totally fucked!maybe the only one thing i regrettedabt our r/s is i didnt manage to tell you how much i love youwhen i really do.damn this ego of mine! &gt;.&lt;</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/8409139281093614849'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/8409139281093614849'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2007_03_01_archive.html#8409139281093614849' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-8410331719475865305</id><published>2007-03-12T02:48:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-03-12T02:56:38.953+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Avril Lavigne - Holding On'/><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>arrrr!!!i want a umd disc! T.Tso i can start playing my PSP!sigh!the taiwan trip make me so brokehold up so much of my cashcant anyhow spend. &gt;.&lt;i never try scrimping so much in my lifei'm fortunate to have parents that can give me a comfortable life.but thats why i'm such a spendthrift! &gt;.&lt;...... excuses~~i'm feeling so miserable right now without money! T.Tcathay is cutting down on hoursmeaning</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/8410331719475865305'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/8410331719475865305'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2007_03_01_archive.html#8410331719475865305' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-2837498735184953227</id><published>2007-03-11T03:30:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-03-11T03:42:12.553+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='frustrated'/><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>today work is crazy!really insane!11 hours of level 1 is really freaking scary,lucky at the end of the day no shortage.the work at cathay is getting boring every single dayand im getting more tired with every passing days.looking at how other of my polymates are getting on with lifereally make me T_Twhy all guys have to serve NS?especially when NS doesn't make 'man' out of 'boys' anymorethe guys </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/2837498735184953227'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/2837498735184953227'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2007_03_01_archive.html#2837498735184953227' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-422713164763180956</id><published>2007-03-10T02:54:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-03-10T03:08:48.873+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='changes for the better'/><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>i should have know better that this 'love' of mineis nothing more than possessiveness and selfishness.thats just all about it.since everyone is moving on,i dont see the point of me holding on tothose memories every now and then.flames to dustlovers to friends.</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/422713164763180956'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/422713164763180956'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2007_03_01_archive.html#422713164763180956' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-702637461969943882</id><published>2007-03-09T01:02:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-03-09T01:15:27.026+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Yui for Amane Kaoru'/><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>bwahhh! today extend to 11pm at cathay! hmmmthink would be hitting over 50 hours this weekyet only earning 240 plus this week! &gt;.&lt;i can earn so much more in factory and other place. =/sigh. i want a different job !been having cold everyday these few weeksseriously lacking in vitamin C. T_Thave to eat more orangesexercise more~swimming this saturday!got my pearl white psp and my headphonebut still</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/702637461969943882'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/702637461969943882'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2007_03_01_archive.html#702637461969943882' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-8105985653192574547</id><published>2007-03-07T01:47:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-03-07T01:57:22.876+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>today wokeup at the wrong side of the bedwas freaking irritated and frustrated by almost everything.even collegues could tell from the look i bring to work.and scolded nanee off over the walkie. something seems to be bloody wrong with mebut couldn't describe itdon't feel like talking to anyone at all.arghs.lucky ppl are nice enuff to treat me as it is. &gt;.&lt;i need lotsa sleep!</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/8105985653192574547'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/8105985653192574547'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2007_03_01_archive.html#8105985653192574547' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-3835077181803371131</id><published>2007-02-25T05:43:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-02-25T05:49:30.169+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>this really hurts,the words that you saidreduced what we used to have to nothing. maybe i shldnt even have tried.i have lost more than what i could possibly lose.its time for me to wakeup.</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/3835077181803371131'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/3835077181803371131'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2007_02_01_archive.html#3835077181803371131' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-1338376241313157891</id><published>2007-02-13T15:36:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-02-13T15:56:52.537+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>A scattered dream that's like a far-off memoryA far-off memory that's like a scattered dreami want to line the pieces upyours and mine.Quoted from Kingdom Hearts </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/1338376241313157891'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/1338376241313157891'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2007_02_01_archive.html#1338376241313157891' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-1186562291145537657</id><published>2007-02-08T01:08:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-02-08T01:17:58.989+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='when it hurt too much.'/><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>tears just stream down the facewhen baby laogong realise baby laopodoesnt care and love him anymore.maybe it's just retribution.he knows he can't ask for anything anymore.so he drown himself in the daunting night mist,bury himself admist the tears that flows.cease to exists</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/1186562291145537657'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/1186562291145537657'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2007_02_01_archive.html#1186562291145537657' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-3233604026817656191</id><published>2007-02-04T14:25:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-02-04T14:26:57.059+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>i just want you back with meno matter what</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/3233604026817656191'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/3233604026817656191'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2007_02_01_archive.html#3233604026817656191' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-1870456086169778746</id><published>2007-02-02T15:00:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-02-02T15:12:53.571+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='goodbye'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='my friend'/><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>thanks so much for being such a gd friend for like 2yrs +?everything you said meant so much to mejust that i always realise it too late,to know what are you really trying to tell me,guess im too idioticthink you are really disappointed with me this timei hated myself for hurting you time and time again.i cherish those times that we had in the past,happy, sad and stressful, sometimes teary.but i </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/1870456086169778746'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/1870456086169778746'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2007_02_01_archive.html#1870456086169778746' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-1207277393745535247</id><published>2007-01-27T12:53:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2007-01-27T13:07:31.390+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='disappointed'/><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>its just more and more disappointment from you,i just feel i need some support and nth else for my proj submissionbut still,you have to do things that make me disappointed.you question whether would i come down for you?my answer: yes no matter what.why?: cause i love and care for ya.but you dun realise the problem.i just dont understand why you have to be so insensiblegoing clubbing when u jus </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/1207277393745535247'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/1207277393745535247'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2007_01_01_archive.html#1207277393745535247' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-7884483397035258037</id><published>2006-12-01T13:56:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-12-01T13:58:57.621+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>though im an idiotalways saying the wrong thingsalways doing all the shit stuffbut thanks so much for still being with meyou never know how much it means for me! ^^</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/7884483397035258037'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/7884483397035258037'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2006_12_01_archive.html#7884483397035258037' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-9040812740790186682</id><published>2006-11-15T14:15:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-15T14:24:59.980+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>maybe its not that easy afterall to start a business of your ownespecially when you dont have people who shares the same thinking, passion and commitment as you.quite disheartening to see one leaving after anotherbut it's not their fault i know, just diff ppl have diff aspiration.arghssssss its jus my characterwont ask or persuade anyone to stay. &gt;.&lt;hurhur!these few days been really happy that my</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/9040812740790186682'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/9040812740790186682'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2006_11_01_archive.html#9040812740790186682' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-116154676525835420</id><published>2006-10-23T03:43:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-15T14:13:47.729+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>went to Vivocity @ Habourfront today!it's really a freaking nice place to hangout! damn happening!it was my second time there and it seems like i discovered more thingsnever fail to surprise me with its abundance fun!so many shops GUESS ADDIDAS TOPSHOP ACTIONCITY ALDO ZARA etc etc ETC!cute turtles! XDN so many FOOD! CANDY EMPIRE CARLS JUNIOR MACDONALDS LONG JOHN SILVERtrying to eat a burger cover</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/116154676525835420'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/116154676525835420'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2006_10_01_archive.html#116154676525835420' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-116119826413643802</id><published>2006-10-19T03:03:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-15T14:13:47.618+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>felt like a spoilt child when it comes to love,will never had enough. *poof*!</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/116119826413643802'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/116119826413643802'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2006_10_01_archive.html#116119826413643802' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-115993643425036762</id><published>2006-10-04T12:30:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-15T14:13:47.526+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>i dont like the way i am now,a far cry from what i am last time.alot of ppl who is watching mesaid dey are disappointed in me,but i doubt they realise,that i'm the one who is most disappointed with myself.i just want things to be as simple as it is last time.</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/115993643425036762'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/115993643425036762'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2006_10_01_archive.html#115993643425036762' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-115903832559287633</id><published>2006-09-24T03:04:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-15T14:13:47.395+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>Beautiful lyrics, once again by 周杰伦nothing less expected from him. =Penjoy the song everyone! =P天空灰的像哭过离开你以后并没有更自由酸酸的空气守住我们的距离一幕醉心的结局像呼吸般无法停息抽屉泛黄的日记找到了回忆那笑容是傻气你我的过去被深深真的忘记缺氧过后的爱情存心的眼泪是多余我知道你我都没有错只是忘了怎么退后信誓旦旦给的承诺全被时间扑了空我知道门都没有错只是放手会比较好过最美的爱情会一定带去我知道我们都没有错只是放手会比较好过最美的爱情回忆里带去(待续)(相信你我还会有开始只因我们都没有错)</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/115903832559287633'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/115903832559287633'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2006_09_01_archive.html#115903832559287633' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-115903596466644898</id><published>2006-09-24T02:24:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-15T14:13:47.308+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>im getting more and more 痴呆 nowadays.dont know what i'm doing. holyshit. &gt;.&lt;slap myself awake</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/115903596466644898'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/115903596466644898'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2006_09_01_archive.html#115903596466644898' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-115857748503678295</id><published>2006-09-18T19:00:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-15T14:13:47.213+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>had not been quite myself these few days. &gt;.&lt;therefore change a new blogskin (crap)dark, illusive, gothic and bold. my style. XDcleared a few inactive links.less and less friends blogging. sighlife's getting more and more..how should i say? boring?yawnnnn! i just cant draw any energy to do anything. &gt;.&lt;anyway listen to this song! 千年泪 by Tank! currently BGmusic playing 千年泪</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/115857748503678295'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/115857748503678295'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2006_09_01_archive.html#115857748503678295' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-115764128733508671</id><published>2006-09-07T23:00:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-15T14:13:47.081+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>what the hell am i doing again -.-'''go die bah</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/115764128733508671'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/115764128733508671'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2006_09_01_archive.html#115764128733508671' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-115704181104614347</id><published>2006-09-01T00:28:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-15T14:13:46.992+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>hurhur.first time i felt so stressed. -.-'''not even PSLE and O levels has daunted me. arghs!*breath in breath out...*breath in breath out......HUART ARH!</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/115704181104614347'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/115704181104614347'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2006_09_01_archive.html#115704181104614347' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-115697397974444078</id><published>2006-08-31T05:39:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-15T14:13:46.887+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>the pressure is killing me</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/115697397974444078'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/115697397974444078'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2006_08_01_archive.html#115697397974444078' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-115633278285694075</id><published>2006-08-23T19:26:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-15T14:13:46.769+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>arrrh! eat my own desserts for not being diligent  T.Ti study those that never come out at all. faintsssssss!hais shld've study all the topics carefully.arrrhhh!!! why me so lazy. kelians arrr~~</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/115633278285694075'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/115633278285694075'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2006_08_01_archive.html#115633278285694075' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-115580594916092450</id><published>2006-08-17T17:11:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-15T14:13:46.673+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>i like this song!</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/115580594916092450'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/115580594916092450'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2006_08_01_archive.html#115580594916092450' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-115567550176617026</id><published>2006-08-16T04:38:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-15T14:13:46.570+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>hmmm...!been thinking alot lately how to use my limited timeeffectively and efficientlyto embark on doing constructive thingslike going overseasscuba divingiceskatingswimmingreading n alot alot alot of other stuff...and lastly EARNING ALOT OF MONEY in the SHORTEST POSSIBLE TIME!cathay's fun but their pay is way too littleand its not very fulfilling.. as in i dont learn much from it.i want to look</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/115567550176617026'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/115567550176617026'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2006_08_01_archive.html#115567550176617026' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-115515077433135045</id><published>2006-08-10T03:01:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-15T14:13:46.456+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>All or Nothing at All by O-Townfind this song from angelia aka hamster no. 2's blog.heard it's an oldies.depicts my feelings smhow, but not totally.cuz was fighting against no one else i think? &gt;.&lt;finally found something that are ableto describe feelings thats left cooped up in me these few days.its really nice. listen to it. =)All or Nothing at AllI know when he's been on your mindThat distant </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/115515077433135045'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/115515077433135045'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2006_08_01_archive.html#115515077433135045' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-115462696229899786</id><published>2006-08-04T01:35:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-15T14:13:46.355+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>i just want things to be like what it is last timewhy is it so hard to do so?is it too much to ask for?i just can't help but to keep looking back at the pastsorry.sleepless nights are getting longer and harder to endure</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/115462696229899786'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/115462696229899786'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2006_08_01_archive.html#115462696229899786' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-115445428288474817</id><published>2006-08-02T01:07:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-15T14:13:46.222+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>wahahaha! weeeeeeeet!today suppose to go bof lecture de and give someone a callbut due to some unforeseen circumstances (being that my bro switch off my alarm clock)i never wakeup and continue to sleep like a pig until afternoon lo. T_Thahaha until xiaoyun mei mei~~~ my official xiao meis! cause she share the same hair as me~~!!! wahahhaha! u can touch and feel~ its exactly the same =Xoh ya! she </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/115445428288474817'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/115445428288474817'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2006_08_01_archive.html#115445428288474817' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-115252845425640054</id><published>2006-07-10T18:39:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-15T14:13:45.751+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>these few days really suck to the corei mean sch wisereally disappoiint myself and alot of peopleim really a pathetic leader. zzzhopefully this sem will end bloody soongoing to taiwan this year-end!must save around 1.5kplus my Sony Ericsson W900i - $800must come up with around 2.4k omG!mus scrimp and save like dog le. &gt;.&lt;hopefully can get my parents to sponsor half of the trip!weeeeeeeeet!</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/115252845425640054'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/115252845425640054'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2006_07_01_archive.html#115252845425640054' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-115170278829589878</id><published>2006-07-01T05:25:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-15T14:13:45.626+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>when can it stop hurting?</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/115170278829589878'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/115170278829589878'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2006_07_01_archive.html#115170278829589878' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-115095208549899266</id><published>2006-06-22T12:41:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-15T14:13:45.293+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>Tourism proj - 29th JuneWISP assignment 2 - 29th juneIPD assignment 1 - 29th juneBP assignment 1 - 29th juneBOF assignment 2 - 14th JulyBP &amp; IPD integrated proj - 22nd JulyFBM - 28th Jul 2006, 5 pmalright, i'm so farking dead. the leader for every projs. ^^god bless me..fortune favours the bold.</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/115095208549899266'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/115095208549899266'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2006_06_01_archive.html#115095208549899266' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-115089147552037861</id><published>2006-06-21T19:51:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-15T14:13:45.186+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>went to kbox this morning with hamster, his gf, yihong, kenneth and jasonto sing our hearts out! it's been long since we went kbox.missed the usual kbox session. a few ppl are missing.. &gt;.&lt; huiying, yumei, jeff, zhongyue and weejian! maybe nxt time when everyone is free, we will all go together and open a bigger room!get to know a very nice song,独唱情歌 by Selina &amp; Tank.alot of projects and stuff </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/115089147552037861'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/115089147552037861'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2006_06_01_archive.html#115089147552037861' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-115082675979180163</id><published>2006-06-21T01:49:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-15T14:13:45.064+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>blog is back and runninghurhur but i wouldnt update as much bah.felt more &amp; more tired and exasperated in each passing daysthose ppl that u tot are closest to udont really understands u at all or doesnt really care at all.disappointments.i used to cherish alot of thingsbut slowly i find out that it isnt really worth it at allwhen no one appreciates what you are doing.for now on, i should start to</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/115082675979180163'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/115082675979180163'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2006_06_01_archive.html#115082675979180163' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-115069724787987342</id><published>2006-06-19T14:03:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-15T14:13:44.967+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet!BLOG OFFICIALLY REOPENED. XD</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/115069724787987342'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/115069724787987342'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2006_06_01_archive.html#115069724787987342' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-114895406256864553</id><published>2006-05-30T09:51:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-15T14:13:44.863+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>zzz! shldnt have wokeup early to come to BOF lecturei swear i will never attend anymore BOF lecture from now on.waste of my time~~ T_Ttoday still need to go cathay to attend staff meeting. zzznth to do for the whole afternoon. gonna rot to death le. zzz!i want to go home and sleep!</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/114895406256864553'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/114895406256864553'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2006_05_01_archive.html#114895406256864553' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-114892424664502470</id><published>2006-05-30T01:20:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-15T14:13:44.739+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>weeeeeeeet! been 6 days since i last bloggedhad a great rest, can feel energy coming back XDslowly recovering but some wounds &amp; fatigue are hard to healedthere're alot of things to do:clear the projects; BOF &amp; FBMstart planning baby Genevieve's BBQ on 24th June! i simply loves her!also plan for the china trip. cfm have alot of stuff to bring de siansand i just replied a email that is already like</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/114892424664502470'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/114892424664502470'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2006_05_01_archive.html#114892424664502470' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-114841022693252407</id><published>2006-05-24T02:33:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-15T14:13:44.622+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>omGGG! jazz is just so intriguing, soothing and NICEhahah. i liked jazz a long time backbut its unknown to many.. cause not much ppl around meactually listened to jazz.. i dont listened much to jazz toobut i jus like the feeling of it..every jazz brings out something them~simply fantastic!was feeling quite blue until i really listen to the songsthough it never really drives those feelings awaybut</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/114841022693252407'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/114841022693252407'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2006_05_01_archive.html#114841022693252407' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-114780349863530676</id><published>2006-05-17T02:00:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-15T14:13:44.517+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>hahahah!got a super super super belated present from Jasmine.my birthday is like 1st of April and look when issit now? XDhehehehehenvm i owe her present for like 4mths + too. *ROFLim worst. XDarghss! maybe thats the retribution i get today.got really sick, kept coughingno choice but to went to the doctor.waited for like 1hr because of a little pri sch girlwhose poor hands was slashed by something</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/114780349863530676'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/114780349863530676'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2006_05_01_archive.html#114780349863530676' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-114766944435251817</id><published>2006-05-15T12:23:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-15T14:13:44.395+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>there are things thats are always easier said than to be done.i find that i'm actually very naive still, innocent.i guess that is how to be a teenager.you will feel like nothing is impossible to youuntil the time when you are so caught up in the situationand then you find out 'ya so this is exactly how it feels like' &gt;.&lt;felt so powerless.especially in bgr r/si tot i could handle it well.infact i </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/114766944435251817'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/114766944435251817'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2006_05_01_archive.html#114766944435251817' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-114759019132694710</id><published>2006-05-14T14:56:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-15T14:13:44.292+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>saw something that i shouldnt see at allhand itchy i guesshaving mixed feeling abt it.dono was it the fear of losing jus a friend or smth elserather i dont see it at all. -.-i have to learn to cope with uncertaintymy own feelings n emotions,not to be overwhelmed by it.i'm still not strong enough.</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/114759019132694710'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/114759019132694710'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2006_05_01_archive.html#114759019132694710' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-114727280819071484</id><published>2006-05-10T22:41:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-15T14:13:44.159+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>it's sad to know that the world afteryou graduated and start working can be very small.you're like confined only within your workplace,workdeskand the collegues around you.worst still if it's going to be an office job. -.-'''imagine for the nxt 5-10yrs u will be stuck in the same placedoing the same old things, talking to the same old ppleating the same old food and seeing the same old things </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/114727280819071484'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/114727280819071484'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2006_05_01_archive.html#114727280819071484' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-114718335654740191</id><published>2006-05-09T20:55:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-15T14:13:44.039+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet!finally the long awaited blog entries. XDsorry these few days were too busy~wahahaha. last friday is really super..hmmm how would i say?chaotic!!!its like my 5th day working there and i already witnesssomething BIG happened!!!our biggest grandest GRAND CATHAY broke down!it was showing MISSION IMPOSSIBLE 3 DIGITAL that time.and the thing just go JI BA BOOMMMMMMMMM~den no </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/114718335654740191'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/114718335654740191'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2006_05_01_archive.html#114718335654740191' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-114665992834801422</id><published>2006-05-03T20:34:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-15T14:13:43.909+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>guess i gonna need alot of luck for my driving.performance have been going uphill &amp; downhillsometimes good sometimes bad.and when its bad, it's really bad.must be really really really careful. &gt;.&lt;the end is near...... T_T</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/114665992834801422'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/114665992834801422'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2006_05_01_archive.html#114665992834801422' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-114659472751210361</id><published>2006-05-03T02:23:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-15T14:13:43.776+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>things are getting pretty bad for me this monthit's hard for me to describe literally here.just feeling that my interpersonal relationshiphasn't been really good these few weeksi just dont quite feel the same with ppl anymoreseems like there's smth caught in betweenand this feeling is very uncomfortable.i did try to talk more but it seems that i neverget back positive response from ppl.felt </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/114659472751210361'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/114659472751210361'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2006_05_01_archive.html#114659472751210361' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-114642522009329231</id><published>2006-05-01T03:07:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-15T14:13:43.674+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>oh great! how clever am i to schedulemy work into my driving lessons and other things!arghs!!!!! T_Tthis is what you do when you try to do things in a rushwent to watch art of seduction today,walked a long distance from wheelock placeto cathay cineplex!the streets was filled with alot alot of ppl.i get headache when i walk in crowdsbut i still enjoy the walk.art of seduction is definitely a super</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/114642522009329231'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/114642522009329231'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2006_05_01_archive.html#114642522009329231' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-114633956934436206</id><published>2006-04-30T03:24:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-15T14:13:43.557+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>am doing my new temp blogskinsand was looking through photos that i wanted to upload,i was astonished to see how much we had changed inthe past 6mths.the changes was dramatic, to meeveryone had changed in these 6 mths.maybe we are too used to each other thatwe could hardly see the changes in one another.that is why taking photos are for,to remind us of the changes taken placeand to keep the fond </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/114633956934436206'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/114633956934436206'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2006_04_01_archive.html#114633956934436206' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-114633074128595302</id><published>2006-04-30T00:31:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-15T14:13:43.443+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>today was quite an 'eventful' dayhurhurssuppose to go out with cady,silly,sab,yirubut in the end all can't make it dueto some unforeseen circumstances.its suppose to be a very happy day wors. T_Tbut things jus went wrong. hurhurin the end went there with jj,ben,mel,kervin,jason,khplayed a game call Munchkin!hahah its a RPG game that have many classesi would call the game of Moderate difficultybut</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/114633074128595302'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/114633074128595302'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2006_04_01_archive.html#114633074128595302' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-114621855540546002</id><published>2006-04-28T18:01:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-15T14:13:43.338+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>fevernosebleedheadache.just kill me.</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/114621855540546002'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/114621855540546002'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2006_04_01_archive.html#114621855540546002' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-114615893196695866</id><published>2006-04-28T01:10:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-15T14:13:43.018+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>really didnt want things to get worst anymorei guess most of the time i jus cannot get thesituation clear and ended up saying morewrong things -.-'''i suck at expressing myself sometimes..i tried to relieve a tense situation but endsup elevating the tension even more.sometimes words that i say i dont mean them at all,i jus speak without using my brain.i really meant no harm at all,i know the </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/114615893196695866'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/114615893196695866'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2006_04_01_archive.html#114615893196695866' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-114607131144069894</id><published>2006-04-26T19:12:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-15T14:13:42.897+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>these few days of school is still ok bahall the lecturers are very exciting..except for one which is really deaddin even want to give us aircon -.-hahaha. actually not his fault larh. XDour lecture.. hmm can say is quite happening bahthey now planning a bonding camp leit is organised by TB31! then we still got 3 eventsthat would be planned by the other 3 classwhich is to say it will be my turn </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/114607131144069894'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/114607131144069894'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2006_04_01_archive.html#114607131144069894' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-114581234257016109</id><published>2006-04-24T00:45:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-15T14:13:42.765+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>hurhurtoday is a scary day for me!its 2nd day at work at Cathay Orchard!everything was fine until the 3rd hourand my collegue who work with metold me that the counter we work at ytdactually have 67dollars missingand we are suppose to replace the 67 dollars with our pay-.-''' dotx. i'm freaking stun loh.how can that be larhs! -.-'''2nd day of work den kana things lidat.my colleague already </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/114581234257016109'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/114581234257016109'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2006_04_01_archive.html#114581234257016109' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-114537478378009146</id><published>2006-04-18T23:18:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-15T14:13:42.646+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>weeeeet...watch 8 Below on Sunday at Cathay Orchard!its really a very nice show abt the courage of the snowdogsand their natural instincts and ability to survive in the wild,a very intriguing show that kept me glue to the screen.i'm gonna give some spoilers here~so to those who haven't watch it, stop reading from now.hahaha!! XDthere are some part that really touched me,the way Max, one of the </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/114537478378009146'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/114537478378009146'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2006_04_01_archive.html#114537478378009146' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6169111.post-114467882444369765</id><published>2006-04-10T20:43:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-15T14:13:42.429+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'> weeeeeeeeeeeet!went for baoc today!hahaha but was late... very late..woke up at around 7.20 de loh..arghsss! then my bro wake up and went to take shower.asked him to wake me up when he finished loh..but in the end he never larhs! swaysden i kept slping.... until 9.20am den wake up! T_Tsorry sorry sorry sorry!den faster bath and then went to school!reached school at around 10.30amin the end also </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/114467882444369765'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6169111/posts/default/114467882444369765'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://fantasydreamerz.blogspot.com/2006_04_01_archive.html#114467882444369765' title=''/><author><name>Destinyz</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry></feed>
